canceled ticket
you finally make the decision after deliberating for more than a year... a decision that is going to change your immediate life... a decision which was very very difficult to reach... then you find out that this was actually the easy part... now executing that decision is much much more difficult.... you can just go and do it... but that will leave such a bad taste in your mouth ...you dont want to do it that way... so you will have to wait... wait for the things to fall in place... all you can do is to see to it that everything goes that way... you dont want to rush ... you dont want to spoil things in the process... then you start to see things working out... first one... then another... and another... you are kinda excited... and scared... you can see the next chapter of your life staring at you... and you get those last minute pangs about whether you are ready for it or not ...then it happens... everything starts falling apart... all together...before you realise what is happening it is gone... so now you are again busy rewriting this chapter yet another time... next chapter has to wait for some more time...
posted by nowheregirl at 10:19 PM
18 Comments:
wow! u write almost as well as you click. and the fact that its from the heart makes the connection deeper.
that is the scary part about planning, expecting, anticipating... but please to not loose hope, not to give up, not to feel defeated... darkest before dawn and all that... and the fact that 6 months from now these clouds would be nothing but a memory...
most importantly: dont stop dreaming
life's strange... but you gotta beat her at her own game. :)
And make sure you win
First time to your blog--I like this; it could pertain to so many efforts we make in the area of discipline, so well written.
the unpredictability of life makes it fun and pain at the same time . so keep writing like a poet searching for his unknown poem.
This was long due. I had promised to post a comment on your blog, but somehow never managed to...
And now when I face the tough job of actually writing something, I wonder, what to write? You have received numerous comments about those photographs, and needless to say, they are brilliant.... Why dont you write more often? I know you have amazing thoughts to share..... Some more please....Piya
allah ke bande has de, jo bhi ho, kal phir aayega...
:-)
well, maybe you're meant to have more fun when it happens next time...cheer up...
moreover if you book any tickets you'll be gone and won't be leaving all nice nice comments on my blog...
ps- a predicament you have put me in. now i can't help but wonder whether you a better writer or a better photographer...
cutting: thanks... though am not sur how much that says about my photography:P...no i wont stop dreaming... simply because i cant :)
blow & anon: yeah i am planning the strategy right now
enemy: welcome... but i think you have been here before
new life: if we dont ask why how will take the next step... we will be stuck in the same place forever... and thats not living is it... it is just existing...
zombie: you are right about the unpredictibility of life... and as cutting says it really is scary to try and predict it... i think i will just go with the flow for the time being...
piya:finally you are here... and thanks sweety for your vote of confidence... i will try my best to live upto your expectations (which is highly biased it seemed... but am not complaining :P)
harjee:dont worry... even if i use the ticket i am not going that far away that i cant come n bug you...and about my writing i always believed and still maintain that i cant write... that was just something i needed to get out of my system :)
the pages will continue to unfold ... just continue penning your thoughts:)
Nice blog. I am gonna start stopping by. Life is all about second chances, stumbling maybe falling down and getting up and trying to reach the stars again.
:)So I tell myself..
yes, it sucks. whatever it is, it sucks nevertheless...
by the way...i added your link to my blogsite. without asking you...
hope you ok with it...
Hey! Nice post, nice blog. Will be back for more :)
when is the next post coming...
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Kuchh to bol; kuchh to bol
Apne khayaal-ek-shaunk ka
Ab ek naya panna khol…
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Kahin koi baat suni hogi
Kahin kisi anjane ke bol
Aaj tu apne shabdon mein ghol
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Kuchh to bol; kuchh to bol
Apni khayaal-ek-shaunk ka
Ab ek naya panna khol…
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18 April ke baad, nahin huaa hai update
aapne blog banaya hai, aap hi ka hai mandate.
Now if that doesn’t get you to update….
People…I seek support here…
Hmm... LOVELY!
san: will definitely try
jay: thank you and welcome:)
vg: well....
harjee: thank you :D... trying to return the favour but i seem to be technically retarded and cant seem to figure out how...
sayeree n all hahn... lol... just gimme some time... i will be back...
prerona: thank you... pl do keep coming...
impatient: coming coming
anant: look who's here... hope will see more of you now that you have discoved this...
and the only way to move on to the next chapter is by forgetting the first one altogether. forget that it even exists. be almost coldblooded and move on.
only, chapters are ideally supposed to be linked. in life, they aren't quite.
dunno what this is about, but believe me, that is the ONLY way to move on.
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