Thursday, July 06, 2006

all the best kiddo

I wanted to ask her to run
Run as fast as she can
And not look back
NOW
Because this might be her only chance

She says she knows what she is doing
Says she has got a plan
I hope she also has a Plan B
Cause I have this sneaky feeling
That Plan A is never gonna get executed

Why this strong urge to protect her all of a sudden
I mean I have know her quite some time
Liked her instantly
And knew left to ourselves there won’t be any dearth of conversation
But we were never close
Never made any effort to take it further

So what really brought us together today
Sisters in crisis
While I am almost at the end of mine, hers have just started
Is this uncanny similarity in our situations that drew me to her
I want to protect her from all the hurt
Make sure she doesn’t make the same mistakes that I made
This feeling of déjà vu is scary

But something makes me stop and think
Am I doing the right thing
The situations might be similar
But they are not the same
The protagonists are different
The context is different
What if what was a mistake for me
Turns out to be the best thing that could possibly happen to her
Or maybe she needs to make those mistakes
And take away her own learnings from them
The truth is different for each of us, isn’t it

Maybe I should just back off and wait in the wings
Alert
Ready to prompt her if she forgets her lines
But always hoping that she sails through it all
And gets called back for curtain calls

12 Comments:

Blogger goldfluke said...

Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,

And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts.

For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;

For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

6/7/06 1:03 PM  
Blogger karmic said...

You are her guardian angel :)

6/7/06 5:25 PM  
Blogger Prerona said...

there wqas this time when a girl i knew for a while - a year or 2 - through the blogs seemed to be going thru a situation which i had gone thru. she was running. i had run. never ceased to regret ... though i didnt realise it till another year or 2 passed. i wanted desperately to stop her. i tried. but partly, i cudnt get myself to interfere and partly i couldnt gather up the courage ... but net-net i kept shut and she ran. much later i found out what she ran from was completely diff and a total nightmare ... she's so happy now. i guess what i mean by all this confusion is that ur right - no 2 situations r ever identical, though they might seem so from a distance, and also, noone ever learns anything by instruction, but only by experience ... unfortunately ... else we would have incrementally learnt every generation from adam down till we were super smart by now :)

6/7/06 6:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

all big talk guys, just talk. Baseless, but great for 'writings' sake I would think.

play with other people's minds. let them make of what they want, of you. when you write. exploitation.

write a book.Blog? well, writing I would make believe.

no crisis's end, they are just shut off. dont take or wanna take care of others if you dont wanna take care of yourself. dont have to prompt her her lines if she forgets, that too waiting on the wings, alert. Its only good in plays/ theatres, where you have to deliver your dialouge the way some people have it planned.

as far as mistakes, they will remain mistakes, whether or not the long term effect has to change. no plan B for a plan A. never. plans? when you need to say you have a plan, it most times would also mean, you ask yourself, did you have one?

7/7/06 12:49 AM  
Blogger Ekta said...

Oh wow
This is a beautiful piece and gripping too
Dont know the context..but guess we always want to protect people we love, protect them from getting hurt!!
But sometimes people need to get hurt and learn the hard way...sometimes its important to let them learn their own lessons and learn to fly on their own!

7/7/06 2:36 PM  
Blogger nowheregirl said...

cutting: ummmm... errr...ok... anyways i am quite sure i am gonna be a very cool mom :D

karmic jay: thats a big responsibility :) and am not sure i am equiped for that just yet...

Prerona:know what you mean... funnily i realised that 2 situation can never be the same... even for myself forget anybody else... if i am in a similar situation again even i might act differently... so....

anon: oochie pooochie... you seem to be in urgent need for some TLC... all that angst...am a very patient listener btw...

ekta: thanks :)only wish my heart would listen to my mind's logic and stop poking me...

8/7/06 10:37 AM  
Blogger deepthi vinod said...

hey you know...it is always better to let her expernce life.For there are better and beatiful,sad and sadistic,powerful yet petty things she will learn,If she falls lend her your hand and keep her falling and walk beside....The photo in water talks thounsands words of bliss....

9/7/06 10:09 PM  
Blogger Grey Shades said...

Everybody has to learn their own lessons. You did and I guess she does now. Whether it'll turn out to be good or bad is a different story. Cheers to your good-spirited thinking and feeling!

11/7/06 11:33 AM  
Blogger Oreen said...

am guessing hard...the veins on my forehead are showing...
i hope you are alive after yesterday...

12/7/06 9:32 AM  
Blogger justme said...

wow
now i know whom to turn to.. mother hen :-)

14/7/06 7:12 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i love the

"Says she has got a plan
I hope she also has a Plan B"

bit

9/8/06 3:57 PM  
Blogger N. said...

Wow!

10/8/06 5:35 PM  

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